Lettin You In

I'm so scared but I'm letting you in

I'm letting you see what lies beneath my skin

The truth behind all of the secrets and all of the lies

The pain I hide behind these brown eyes

Inside I feel empty and alone

As if no one's there and I'm left to fight this battle on my own

I'm not used to having someone there

Someone to hold me and truly care

Since I've gotten my diagnosis

I feel like I've been going about life inside hypnosis

I want to give you my heart but I'm scared

Because it is fragile possibly beyond repair

I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don't always say, what's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt, by some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time

 

Existing Questions?

My mind is racing

A brand new day I am facing

Since you've come into my life

You got a nigga thinking about settling down & becoming your wife

But before we go any further, there is something you must know

I come from a difficult past I can't seem to let go

I want to let you in let you see my heart

But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart

I don't want to get hurt again

I'm ready to walk down the aisle while the church shouts amen

I need someone to be my voice when I can't speak

Someone to be my strength when my bodies too weak

Sometimes I can be a lot to handle

I can be hardheaded and get caught up with illegal scandals

So I need someone who's willing to ride or die

No just a nigga trying to get between my thighs

I've been down that road too many times before

Now a new beginning I'm ready to explore

So tell me now I need to know

Do you still wanna get to know me more?