Lettin You In

I'm so scared but I'm letting you in

I'm letting you see what lies beneath my skin

The truth behind all of the secrets and all of the lies

The pain I hide behind these brown eyes

Inside I feel empty and alone

As if no one's there and I'm left to fight this battle on my own

I'm not used to having someone there

Someone to hold me and truly care

Since I've gotten my diagnosis

I feel like I've been going about life inside hypnosis

I want to give you my heart but I'm scared

Because it is fragile possibly beyond repair

I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes
Don't always say, what's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt, by some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time